awwww mayn

i made a list of junk for me to do today and its 10:25 and already getting me down. but i think i decided on wachovia bank to start an account with. then i gotta make a bunch o f calls, boo.

meanwhile i learned how to play poker (yeas hold 'em) last night. I was thisclose to winning somehow! im so excited cause i have a fance poker set that i never get to use and now i at least know how. im going to visit my freind who won at work and help her pick out with vera bradly bag shes going to buy with her winnings.

also i have three days off this week, this effing sucks i need more hours not fewer, ugh. but two of my days off are today and tomorrow so at least i could sleep in today.

also i taught myself how to cook eggs, im a rock star.

woop woop

just paid down some fines and hauled all around town and got my LICENCE BACK!!!! yaya! but also got mail saying that old lady i hit never got my insurance peeps, so she thinks im paying her 5 thousand dolarros, not hapnin'.k. happy day.
also i like amy winehouse.

oh yeah

i kinda learned a new word last night and i despite having it written on my hand all day i keep forgetting it.
ambivalence
it means "doublethink" or to have seperate ideas about a subject, doubt. ex. Company has an ambivalent ending
or
i feel ambivalent about my life right now

I used to think it was something like apathy. im excited! i like words.

accidental nudity

ummm, so first let me explain my name;
so it has nothing to do with the gutter so get your mind outa there creep-o. i always said that "accidental nudity" would be the name of my auto-biography because its true. i have this picture from when i was a little kid of me at the beach playing in the water and the straps of my bathing suit are falling. and im just smiling into the sunset completly unaware. thats pretty much my life. not just about clothes, about everything, just completly unaware untill its too late. but at least im smiling up untill the last possible moment.